Life's difficult journey

This poem came to me when I was feeling a little defeated. I have chronic illness and I do my best to get on with life. Sometimes it gets on top of me. Do you ever feel like that? Let me know how you feel....

Life's difficult journey 🦋

I'm past the why me's

I accept it's just so

But I'm still stuck on why

A constant whispering blow

I'm tired of doctors

An endless merry go round

No answers as to why

Their prescriptions an unbearable sound

Sometimes I ask

Is this just gods plan

To suffer my whole life

Walking through life on sand

My courage does grow

though constantly I stumble

Its all a mental game

to my inner self I mumble

So what of that?!

My frustration palpable

I have all basic needs

We're trained to want life breezy

Maybe I must just let go

Look for joy day to day

There is a lot to be grateful

when in the moment you stay

The pain keeps me present

Keeps my eye on the divine

Exercises my sensitivity

To more woes than just mine

I keep wary of distraction

to swap one problem for another

The intent is to move forward

Be unto myself a mother

I can do this

I will bear the load

For this is my special journey

Many beautiful views on this road

by K.L.M.

Do you ever feel like that? Does this resonate for you? Let me know how you feel....